December 2009
5 posts
This is really it
http://vimeo.com/8182306
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It`s christmas eve and I've only wrapped two...
I hate christmas, i always have but i dont think i always will, its when i read stuff like this that makes me understand it.
“My heart is so warmed.My home is filled with those I love,sharing memories of those we lost..laughing over food and drink..merry christmas” -AdrianneCurry
I wish i had a big family sometimes, with lots of memories , smiles, laughing and enjoying, thinking...
busy few months
Im playing a show next month on the 12th with a band called smile empty soul and i gotta sell 30 tickets to play, that’s $300, i hate shows i gotta sell tickets for and i am still trying to get the new cd done soon, it would be nice to have it printed for the show (wont happen), i hope i can sell all the tickets tho, if not i gotta spend my own money.(and no body will be there, boooo)
After...
xmas
new years is coming around, bands falling apart, no family left, my hearts not even here….. I want big changes in 2010, if it stays the same, no.. it cant stay the same, change must happen, i hate this life, of nothing, of sitting here all the time fucking wasting away, watching my dreams fail, and watching my heart break..
wish me luck.
I might start posting my bad spelling here.. maybe.